Brianna4848

Hey journal, it's been quite some time since I made one of these. I guess I never really saw the point in them. My art has mostly always been for myself, (mainly because I'm not as talented as some people try to make me out to be, and that's not me being a pessimist,  It's sheer honesty)  so I've never had a fan base really warranting constant updates. But I figured my thoughts should be recorded somewhere. Soooo anyways it's been kind of a rough past few months. At first things seemed to be going well, I started school for esthetics in September.  A new path, a whole new world for me to explore. But then something happened that shook me far

It has been over a year since my last journal entry. I was in a really rough spot when I wrote that, the world was crumbling around me and well I didn't know how to pick myself back up. But I managed to put myself back together. I graduated high school, and in a few weeks I start classes at Great Bay community college. It's not New York like I dreamed, but it's a start. My father got another job, and we're doing really well. I was even cast in three shows this year, and I was a part of the Culinary team competition. In 19 days I will be Eighteen Years Old. Uh-huh, a legal adult. And I feel as if I've learned and grown so much in this past ye

So it's been a while DA. I miss you, I miss my art. But life lately has been real shitty. There's only so much one person can take. About six or seven months ago my father lost his job. My mother stays home to take care of my grandmother. Now it took a couple weeks and he got a seasonal job at the Christmas tree shop. Then the season was over. Before that he was a head cook at a restaurant on the beach, it went into foreclosure. I have a job at a grocery store. And my sister was out of work. Now she has a job but is trying to move out. So for the past six moths I have been supporting five people on 10-20 hour paychecks, whilst going to school